Does LOVE has GENDER???

Why does love have to be defined by someone’s sex?

Does it really matter where love show its face?

Does it really matter who we fall in love with?

If we love each other, shouldn’t that be legit?

Why can’t we enjoy love in its every sense..?

... LOVE HAS NO GENDER!!!

I CAN'T... BUT

I can’t give solution to all of life’s problems, doubts or fear… But I can listen to you.

I can’t change your past with all its heartaches and pain or the future with its untold stories… But I can be there now when you need me to care.

I can’t keep your feet from stumbling… But I can offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.

Your decisions in life are not mine to make or to judge… But I can only support you, encourage you and help you when you ask.

I can’t prevent you from falling away from friendship, for your values, from me… But I can only pray for you, and wait for you.

I can’t give you boundaries… But I can give you the room to change, room to grow, room to be yourself.

I can’t keep your heart from breaking and hurting… But I can cry with you and help pick up the pieces and put them back in place.

I can’t tell you who to love… But I can love you and be your FRIEND.

What Was Lost???

I'd never understood everything that has been in my life for the past couple of months, everything that had happened just came so suddenly... I got lost along the way… never minding to look deeper into the situation.. I got played with all the unnecessary thoughts that circling my mind. Been so assuming… taking everything that you’ve said so seriously [though, that it’s really wasn’t meant for me... or maybe].. Perhaps, it was the episodes i wasn't able to play right.

I grew worried everyday… until I can’t take it anymore..

Why? What went wrong? Why didn’t you tell me? All this questions and more left unanswered… You just keep your silence and distance obviously.. Thus, this awkwardness surrounds me..

YET

The time I have shared with you have all been, without regret… I am painfully aware that you are gone and no longer there…. You made up your mind and you went away (referring to the feeling), as things started to not feel right… I know it’s pointless to wish for you to stay because at the end of the tunnel there is no more light. Often I don’t know what to say or do… So many times, I have cried over you. Emptiness and sorrow is now a part of me, since I have to accept that we will never be.

BUT

What we had been will continue to live in my heart as I wish you well… please believe me when I say, you will always be with me…

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“I am sorry for placing too much faith in destiny. It appears that you were meant to be mine only for a little while”

CONFUSED!

 

I WANT TO SETTLE FOR FRIENDSHIP

BUT MY HEART DOESN’T WANT TO;

I WANT TO FORGET ABOUT IT

AND JUST GET OVER YOU;

I WANT TO WAKE UP FROM THE DREAM

AND LIVE MY LIFE IN REALITY;

I WANT TO STOP THE PAIN

 AND FIND MY WOUND REMEDY;

I WANT TO STOP LOVING YOU

AND JUST BE YOUR FRIEND;

I WANT TO SAY “I DON’T LOVE YOU ANYMORE”

BUT MY HEART FINDS IT HARD TO PRETEND.

I HATE YOU!

I HATE HOW I LOVE YOU

I HATE HOW I FELT

I HATE EVERYTHING YOU SAID

THAT MADE MY HEART MELT

I HATE HOW I WAS SO STUPID

I HATE THAT I FELL SO HARD

I HATE HOW I LET YOU IN

AND LET YOU STEAL MY HEART

I HATE HOW MUCH I TRY TO HATE YOU

I HATE IT THAT I CAN’T

I HATE IT THAT I MISS YOU,

EVEN THOUGH YOU DON’T…

HEAVEN's CRY

When I came into your life, you told me you would love me and never gonna hurt me… I was your best friend, your love, your everything.

Until one day..  you said, “ I’m sick, I’m afraid I can’t stay with you any longer…” I refused to believe you at first but when I saw those tears fell down your cheeks… It spells out the truth about how you really feel inside… I was deeply hurt, yeah I know… you were hurt too… you can't even look straight into my eyes when you said, “it was too late!”  my life has changed at that very moment… I just found myself on bended knees yelling… why???? I was down completely, but I had to be strong for you… at my worst… you were there…

Until the day has come for us to say goodbye… I knew it, but I just can’t accept it… If only I knew that was the last time, I should have held you and never let go…

The kiss, whisper and embrace… it was the last… I can feel your arms falling down slowly, I know you’re gone… We always thought our love was enough for us to last… it was a sad ending… its God’s will…

Those six long years, it’s all gone now… how can I forget? How can I start over once again…? 

I’m sorry if you see my life falling apart… I know I can’t get you back and I won’t be seeing you for the rest of my life…

The sadness of the nights brings back the day we had, the time you let go of me… and the moment that I surrendered you… even silence reminds me of all the sorrow… the pain… and my hopelessness… 

Let me suffer in silence, till I get over you slowly. I can let you go… and I will be ME once again… I will be keeping my promise. I will move on…. 

But you will always be a part of me… Hear me say this one last time, “I have found the essence of my life, I have discovered a world that’s beautiful, because of you…”

My love…  My misery...  I’m letting go of you now… It’s time to set myself free… This is the hardest thing I will do, 'coz I still love you… and this love… this is all I have…

(Excerpt from the video of HOW TO HEAL A BROKEN HEART?)

DEMIGOD WINZTON 4: Will Someone Ever Care for Me?

Complexities of life has always left me with no choice - even if how hard i try to believe things are okay, things still seem to go its way to just hurt me.

But how do we really say we care and when do we care? Do we really care at all? or just making ourselves think (without feeling we care) so as to satisfy our own selves of feeling that we do care.

Is caring really have to be mutual or should we care for oneself only or share it with someone, some people or to the rest of the world.?

It seems to me that I have been caring much and almost forgetting the risk of getting hurt all over again. I guess that's caring... giving without thinking of anything in return... BUT???

"will someone ever care for 
me,too?..."

@raremomentsinlife