Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Time to Let GO

I WANNA TELL YOU I FEEL HUNG UP AND I DON'T KNOW WHY...



I don’t see the smile you use to give to me
I don’t see the sad look in your eyes
I don’t know why it’s happening to us
I’m loosing you forever so fast
It’s hard to keep the pieces of a broken heart
There’s no mending
There’s no brand new start
Maybe I just have to face the truth
I’m losing you and there’s nothing I can do
[Chorus]
Maybe it’s time to let go
It’s time to move on
Maybe i’ts time to forget what we have shared
I just have to learn getting over all the days
We used to say
I love you, I love you
Tomorrow is a lonely day that I must face
To try and get back on my feet would be a waste
For how can I truly live without your love?
A life without you is not a life at all
[repeat Chorus]
There are many questions (many questions)
Left in my mind
I can’t find the answers why you’re mine
For I know
It is true
it is time to let go
[repeat Chorus]

Sunday, December 18, 2011

DEMIGOD WINZTON 3: A Good Friend is just a FRIEND!


"...and yes we will remain good friends
as long as I live"
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The question has been pondered what does it mean to be just good friend

A Good Friend is:

SOMEONE who is there for you when you need a compassionate ears to listen to some of your problems…
SOMEONE who cares about the things that happen in your life…
SOMEONE who doesn’t  want romance just companionship..
SOMEONE who doesn’t make excuses for not coming to your special event…
SOMEONE you can lean upon when the cares of the world seem to be piling up against you...
SOMEONE who is there when you are in need of a kind shoulders to cry on and…
SOMEONE who laughs at your jokes… and
SOMEONE WHO...!?!?!?

Being just GOOD FRIENDS can be simply sharing a relationship with SOMEONE who is simply that, a GOOD FRIEND.

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... Well, I'm tired of pretending  but I'm terrified of it ending. I know if not for you there's nothing I could do to ever let it end. And I know you feel the same way, cause you told me drunk on your birthday and as you pulled to me you whispered in my ear, "Don't ever let it end"

We can laugh as we both pretend...  that we're just GOOD FRIENDS!

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Sunday, December 4, 2011

DEMIGOD WINZTON 2: The Right Kind of Wrong

We’re all seeking for that special person who is right for us. But if you’re just like me and you’ve been through enough relationships, maybe you too, begin to suspect that may be there’s no right person… just different flavors of wrong.

Just like the past days and nights. I can’t sleep. Looking back at all the aches I’ve been through. Can’t help but ask myself, Am I the one causing this much pain I am feeling now? Should I blame myself for all this? Is choosing the wrong person to love the only thing I’m good at?

Yeah, I must admit, maybe I was wrong on some parts and I seek out for someone who is wrong in some complementary way. It takes a lot a living to grow fully into your own wrongness.


And maybe it isn’t until I finally run up against my deepest demons and embrace my inner corpse – the ones that make me truly who I am. That I am ready to find a lifelong mate. That I am ready to find the wrong person..

But not just any wrong person:

The right wrong person—someone I would lovingly gaze upon and think, “Hey, this is the problem I want to have”. The problem I’ll be more than happy to have every day of my life.

I can’t wait for that day. That I will find that special person who is wrong for me in just the right way..

Or maybe, I have found YOU.

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Sunday, November 6, 2011

DEMIGOD WINZTON

My heart is in a million pieces...  I never expected to fall for you, it came quite soonest.  I am afraid of being vulnerable, I am afraid of being hurt. But mostly I am afraid of hurting someone else. I once said that “SACRIFICE should not be one-sided” But I proved myself wrong, I just learned that “SACRIFICE is just like LOVING SOMEONE UNCONDITIONALLY. You learned to sacrifice, without giving any second thought for the sake of the person you love… HAPPINESS cannot be bought either, it is earned and you earned it a long time ago.

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I found this song applicable to what I wanted to tell you, I just hope I can keep to the promise of this song… (please find time to listen)


I cannot wish for anything else knowing you are happy and that you had found someone who can make you feel even happier is such a blessing to be thanked for. It’s a wonderful thing.. 

I guess, I’ll just gonna LOVE YOU IN SILENCE.. I hope that this won’t affect nor changed the FRIENDSHIP we had.

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I hope I can be with someone like you but if destiny won’t favor me until the next ten years I would rather be dead. I made this a promise to myself... and I will.
“The amount of happiness that you have depends on the amount of freedom you have in your heart.” 

– Thicj Nhat Hanh



Friday, October 14, 2011

Another Year Older!

In light of recent events, I'm changing the name of this blog (for the third time, yes that's how #pickled I am) from Pahina ni Bjozh to My Page and now to Bjozh b'gosh... because life is full of surprises and wonders.

To coincide is my getting another year older.. 

YES, It was my Birthday (last October 11, Tuesday) and I’m one year older. I don’t really care so much about being older as I do about being closer to 40 than 30.

As what KC Concepcion said in one of her Shampoo commercial: “AGE IS JUST A NUMBER AND BEING YOUNG IS AN ATTITUDE”  

Because, Everyone is the age of their HEART


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Let us share the symbol of JOY and HAPPINESS.


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WORD OF THANKS to all my well wishers, family and friends for sending me their good wishes … To NUKS for celebrating with me and for the wonderful gift of FRIENDSHIP. I LOVE YOU ALL.

SPECIAL THANKS to our FATHER in HEAVEN for giving me another year to celebrate life!

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AND to EVERYONE ELSE who remembered me on my SPECIAL DAY... 
SALAMAT!


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QUOTE:
A man’s age is something impressive, it sums up his life; maturity reached slowly and against many obstacle, illnesses cured, griefs and despairs overcome, and unconscious risks taken; maturity formed through so many desires, hopes, regrets, forgotten things, loves. A man’s age represents a fine cargo of experiences and memories.
 
~Antoine de Saint-Exupery, Wartime Writings 1939-1944,
translated from French by Norah Purcell



Friday, September 2, 2011

Life is... SHORT

I REMEMBER THE DREAM I HAD LAST MONDAY: I DREAMT THAT I ONLY HAVE 40 MINUTES LEFT TO LIVE. I WAS LYING IN MY BED WHILE EACH OF MY RELATIVES WAS HUGGING ME ONE BY ONE. THERE WAS MY LOLA AND MY MOTHER (WHO ALREADY PASSED AWAY) WAITING FOR MY TIME. I CAN FEEL THE TEARS RUNNING DOWN MY EYES AND THEN I WOKE UP… I WAS REALLY CRYING…



MAYBE IT’S TELLING ME THAT LIFE IS... SHORT.

WE SEEM TO THINK THAT WE’LL LIVE FOREVER. WE SPEND TIME AND MONEY AS THOUGH WE’LL ALWAYS BE HERE. WE BUY SHINY THINGS AS THOUGH THEY MATTER AND ARE WORTH THE DEBT AND STRESS OF ATTACHMENT. WE PUT OFF THE SO CALLED “TRIP OF A LIFETIME” FOR ANOTHER YEAR, BECAUSE WE ALL ASSUME WE HAVE ANOTHER YEAR. WE DON’T TELL THE ONE’S WE LOVE HOW MUCH WE LOVE THEM OFTEN ENOUGH BECAUSE WE ASSUMES THERE’S ALWAYS TOMORROW.

ALTHOUGH WE CAN NEVER TELL, LIFE IS DO SHORT FOR THOSE WHO TAKE LIFE EASY. LIVE IT NOW. AND LIVE IT WITH ALL YOUR STRENGTH AND PASSION. DON’T KEEP IT IN RESERVE AGAINST A DAY YOU MIGHT NOT HAVE. WHILE THE EMBER IS STILL LIT, FAN IT TO FLAME. BE BOLD ABOUT IT, EVEN IF YOUR CIRCUMSTANCES MEAN ALL YOU HAVE IS TO LOVE BOLDLY AND LAUGH BOLDLY. BECAUSE NOW IS ALL WE HAVE, AND THESE DREAMS WON’T CHASE THEMSELVES.

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I would like to make mention Mr. DAVID DUCHEMIN for his life motivating SERMON.. YOU'RE SUCH AN INSPIRATION.

Saturday, August 27, 2011

MY TRAVEL ADVENTURE IN THE CITY OF FRIENDSHIP: BOHOL

It's never too late to share a great travel experience especially when you're with a group of friends (sana lang nakasama ang buong NUKZ para mas doble and saya). We actually waited for 6-months for this (having booked early February) and everything we experienced was worth the long wait

Day 1 Welcome to the City of Friendship…
  

Day 2 and 3 - Celebrating the Feast of San Roque in Cantaongon. Bloated for two days



 Day 4 - Our first destination for today’s tour was in the city of Loon at the Macaques Mangrove Monkey sanctuary.


  
Our next stop was the Sagbayan Peak a mountain resort and recreation center. Down a flight of stairs and slowly going up a small hill, you will arrive at a massive viewing deck that gives a 360 degree view of the surrounding landscape including the Chocolate Hills, the sea, and the Island of Cebu. The view here is spectacular and awesome.

 
 

 

A few steps down is the butterfly dome which houses about 18 species of these beautiful winged creatures. Flowering plants augment the inside of the dome with a very big man-made butterfly gracing the center.



  
We passed through the winding forest-y road of Bilar most commonly known as the Bohol Man-Made Forest, a man-made mahogany forest stretching in a two-kilometer stretch of densely planted Mahogany trees located in the border of Loboc and Bilar towns. 
  

We were led to a town of Carmen home of the Bohol’s scenic yet so famous tourist spot – the Chocolate Hills. At a distance it was already a spectacular view which looked like little sweet Hershey kisses which fell from the skies. And as you go towards it – you will be more amazed.


 We stayed for over an hour at the Chocolate Hills before heading to our next destination.

 
 The floating restaurant where sumptuous lunch was served while cruising the scenic Loboc river with a singing band on board also.... Truly romantic!
The last leg of the Loboc river cruise was the soulful serenade and dance show by the Loboc river choir.... 



Tarsier Sanctuary. One is free to enter but is advised to avoid taking pictures with flashes and to refrain from making too much noise for they stressed the little animals.


Hanging out at the hanining bridge Found in the town of Sevilla, province of Bohol. I heard it’s called Sipatan Hanging Bridge because it’s found in Sipatan River.


At this point, the whole countryside tour had gotten tiring as much as it was exciting.

Day 5 - 6am, we headed out to the beach. We knew we were out to see the dolphins first, but for the whole 30-or-so-minute ride, there was nothing to break the hypnotic dance of the waves. 

As I began to think that maybe it was a bad day for dolphin sightings, we caught up with at least a dozen boats parked in a relatively small area. Surely enough and without having to wait much longer, dolphins were showing up left and right. This was easily one of the most amazing things I’ve seen in my life. We did see them flipping and jumping out there but sadly, didn’t manage any pictures of those.

As much as I enjoyed watching them, it was soon time to head off to Balicasag Island!


 After the tour, we stay in Dumaluan Resort in the beautiful island of Panglao where we spent the rest of day enjoing sun and the sands.


 Day 6 – Back to Cantaongon


Day 7 - CEBU

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