I'd never
understood everything that has been in my life for the past couple of months,
everything that had happened just came so suddenly... I got lost along the way…
never minding to look deeper into the situation.. I got played with all the
unnecessary thoughts that circling my mind. Been so assuming… taking everything
that you’ve said so seriously [though, that it’s really wasn’t meant for me... or
maybe].. Perhaps, it was the episodes i wasn't able to play right.
I grew worried
everyday… until I can’t take it anymore..
Why? What went
wrong? Why didn’t you tell me? All this questions and more left unanswered… You
just keep your silence and distance obviously.. Thus, this awkwardness surrounds me..
YET
The time I have
shared with you have all been, without regret… I am painfully aware that you
are gone and no longer there…. You made up your mind and you went away (referring to the feeling), as
things started to not feel right… I know it’s pointless to wish for you to stay
because at the end of the tunnel there is no more light. Often I don’t know
what to say or do… So many times, I have cried over you. Emptiness and sorrow is now a part of me, since
I have to accept that we will never be.
BUT
What we had been
will continue to live in my heart as I wish you well… please believe me when I
say, you will always be with me…
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“I am sorry
for placing too much faith in destiny. It appears that you were meant to be
mine only for a little while”
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