CONFUSED!

 

I WANT TO SETTLE FOR FRIENDSHIP

BUT MY HEART DOESN’T WANT TO;

I WANT TO FORGET ABOUT IT

AND JUST GET OVER YOU;

I WANT TO WAKE UP FROM THE DREAM

AND LIVE MY LIFE IN REALITY;

I WANT TO STOP THE PAIN

 AND FIND MY WOUND REMEDY;

I WANT TO STOP LOVING YOU

AND JUST BE YOUR FRIEND;

I WANT TO SAY “I DON’T LOVE YOU ANYMORE”

BUT MY HEART FINDS IT HARD TO PRETEND.

DEMIGOD WINZTON 3: A Good Friend is just a FRIEND!

"...and yes we will remain good friends
as long as I live"

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The question has been pondered what does it mean to be just good friend

A Good Friend is:

SOMEONE who is there for you when you need a compassionate ears to listen to some of your problems…

SOMEONE who cares about the things that happen in your life…

SOMEONE who doesn’t  want romance just companionship..

SOMEONE who doesn’t make excuses for not coming to your special event…

SOMEONE you can lean upon when the cares of the world seem to be piling up against you...

SOMEONE who is there when you are in need of a kind shoulders to cry on and…

SOMEONE who laughs at your jokes… and
SOMEONE WHO...!?!?!?

Being just GOOD FRIENDS can be simply sharing a relationship with SOMEONE who is simply that, a GOOD FRIEND.

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... Well, I'm tired of pretending  but I'm terrified of it ending. I know if not for you there's nothing I could do to ever let it end. And I know you feel the same way, cause you told me drunk on your birthday and as you pulled to me you whispered in my ear, "Don't ever let it end"

We can laugh as we both pretend...  that we're just GOOD FRIENDS!

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DEMIGOD WINZTON 2: The Right Kind of Wrong

We’re all seeking for that special person who is right for us. But if you’re just like me and you’ve been through enough relationships, maybe you too, begin to suspect that may be there’s no right person… just different flavors of wrong.

Just like the past days and nights. I can’t sleep. Looking back at all the aches I’ve been through. Can’t help but ask myself, Am I the one causing this much pain I am feeling now? Should I blame myself for all this? Is choosing the wrong person to love the only thing I’m good at?

Yeah, I must admit, maybe I was wrong on some parts and I seek out for someone who is wrong in some complementary way. It takes a lot a living to grow fully into your own wrongness.

And maybe it isn’t until I finally run up against my deepest demons and embrace my inner corpse – the ones that make me truly who I am. That I am ready to find a lifelong mate. That I am ready to find the wrong person..

But not just any wrong person:

The right wrong person—someone I would lovingly gaze upon and think, “Hey, this is the problem I want to have”. The problem I’ll be more than happy to have every day of my life.

I can’t wait for that day. That I will find that special person who is wrong for me in just the right way..

Or maybe, I have found YOU.

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