HEAVEN's CRY

When I came into your life, you told me you would love me and never gonna hurt me… I was your best friend, your love, your everything.

Until one day..  you said, “ I’m sick, I’m afraid I can’t stay with you any longer…” I refused to believe you at first but when I saw those tears fell down your cheeks… It spells out the truth about how you really feel inside… I was deeply hurt, yeah I know… you were hurt too… you can't even look straight into my eyes when you said, “it was too late!”  my life has changed at that very moment… I just found myself on bended knees yelling… why???? I was down completely, but I had to be strong for you… at my worst… you were there…

Until the day has come for us to say goodbye… I knew it, but I just can’t accept it… If only I knew that was the last time, I should have held you and never let go…

The kiss, whisper and embrace… it was the last… I can feel your arms falling down slowly, I know you’re gone… We always thought our love was enough for us to last… it was a sad ending… its God’s will…

Those six long years, it’s all gone now… how can I forget? How can I start over once again…? 

I’m sorry if you see my life falling apart… I know I can’t get you back and I won’t be seeing you for the rest of my life…

The sadness of the nights brings back the day we had, the time you let go of me… and the moment that I surrendered you… even silence reminds me of all the sorrow… the pain… and my hopelessness… 

Let me suffer in silence, till I get over you slowly. I can let you go… and I will be ME once again… I will be keeping my promise. I will move on…. 

But you will always be a part of me… Hear me say this one last time, “I have found the essence of my life, I have discovered a world that’s beautiful, because of you…”

My love…  My misery...  I’m letting go of you now… It’s time to set myself free… This is the hardest thing I will do, 'coz I still love you… and this love… this is all I have…

(Excerpt from the video of HOW TO HEAL A BROKEN HEART?)