I woke up feeling restless. I tried to get-up but my body doesn’t want to move. My conscious effort seems useless. I stayed in my bed for a couple of minutes more until I fall asleep again. It’s already past seven when I finally get up and fixed myself.
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(at the office)
I had my usual breakfast at the office: a cup of cereal drink and a peanut butter sandwich which is just enough to boast my system and to keep me going all through the first half of the day.
After an hour or two, I felt a slight dizziness and my stomach is implying hunger. I went to the canteen to have my early lunch and to, at least ease my hunger. How ironic because my stomach is starving while my body is refusing the food, I can’t swallow.
At this moment, I can feel my head is spinning and I have this strange feeling of giving in. I went back to the office to get my things and leave home.
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(at home)
I went straight to my room and lie helplessly in my bed. I can feel the entire room hastily turning round and round and round and round until I lost consciousness.
After almost two hours, I gained my consciousness back. Although I can still feel an on and off dizziness, I went down the kitchen to get something to eat. Yet again, I can’t swallow the food. I suddenly nauseous and started to puke and I felt so drained after. I pitied myself because I have no one to ask for aid.
I managed to get back to my room and lounged in my bed until I fell asleep like dead.
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The only thing we have to fear is fear itself.
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