Dropping Rain

...when i know now that nothing really changed...
that after all that i did...
I am still not appreciated the way I am suppose to be...
after all I've gone through...
i am still dispensable to you...

you don’t mean what you say..
so how can i believe you are telling the truth next time around?
and there is no regret in my heart
for i know i loved with all honesty and all that i can...

by:  Koko Supersptar

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Dropping Rain Tagalog Version sung by Nyoy Volante.

Sadyang walang patid ligaya at saya
Pagmamahal natin ang siyang nadarama
Walang sayang sa ating bawat sandali
At di sanay ng magkawalay

Panahon ang nagdaan
Tila ba walang hanggan
Sana ay di na matapos pa...

Pangakong iibigin ka kailan pa man
Ayokong makikita kang nasasaktan
At nais kong malaman mong sa'yo ang puso ko
Iingatan ko ang tunay na pag-ibig natin ito ang pangako ko

Kahit kailan hindi kana mag-iisa
Tanging ligaya ko'y sa piling mo sinta
Unus man at ulan ay kakayanin ko
Walang malulungkot at luluha

Panahon ang nagdaan
Tila ba walang hanggan
Sana ay di na matapos pa...

Pangakong iibigin ka kailan pa man
Ayokong makikita kang nasasaktan
At nais kong malaman mong sa'yo ang puso ko
Iingatan ko ang tunay na pag-ibig natin ito ang pangako ko
Di magbabago, di magbabago, pag-ibig ko sa'yo

Pangakong iibigin ka kailan pa man
Ayokong makikita kang nasasaktan
At nais kong malaman mong sa'yo ang puso ko
Iingatan ko ang tunay na pag-ibig natin
Ito ang pangako ko

As I go through Life...

A new Life...
A new Start...
A new Dream...
A new Love...
A new World...

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ISANG BAGONG BUHAY -

Ano ba  ang dapat kong  gawin

Upang makamit ang isang bagong buhay?

Pero isang bagay ang natutunan ko  -

That nothing is free along the way of life

ISANG BAGONG SIMULA -

Iyan na ang mga bagay na kailangan ko
Upang mabigyan ko ang sarili ko ng bagong puso
Kalahati ng isang pagkakataon sa buhay
Upang makahanap ng isang bagong bahagi

Just a simple role that I can play

to find the missing piece of my heart

ISANG BAGONG PANGARAP-

Mayroon akong isang panaginip na

Gusto kong makita
Kahit ito ay hindi kailanman maaaring magkatotoo!

Even so, I still feel that one dream is my due.

ISANG BAGONG PAG-IBIG

Kahit na alam kong walang

Ganoong bagay tulad ng tunay na pagmamahal
Subalit kahit na,

Naniniwala pa rin akong may pag-ibig na totoo

A new love, where can it be the chance for me?

ISANG BAGONG MUNDO -

Ito ang nais ko
Ang mabuhay sa mundo mo
Ang magkaroon ng isang pagkakataon bago ito ay huli  na
Upang sabihin paalam, mundo
Once sweet chance 

to prove the cynics is wrong!

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As I go through life...

EACH DAYS A BRAND NEW LIFE! 

 

My Funeral Song...

We’re all going to die…

This is but one of the few things we can be sure of about life that sooner or later, it’s going to end.

I have chosen this particular song – Angel by Robbie Williams to be played at my funeral. I love this song. It fills me with sadness, yet it gives me hope whenever I hear this song played over and over the whole day.

So many loved ones are gone from my life, my Mom, my Dad, my Grandparents. And one day soon, I’ll be gone too. I can never tell when, but I know my time is modestly waiting, maybe tonight, tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow... 

I cherished my family, my friends and the people I’ve been with but sometimes I just have to take a minute to not only look forward to the future but also to look back to the past  and I just wish I could go back and have so many happy memories and to see just how blessed I have been. 

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This whole morbid thing came across my mind for what reason? Reason that I just want to keep to myself alone. One thing that I am sure of is that I am not feeling well, hale and hearty the way I was yesterday.  I also have this strong sense that something is wrong with me that I just keep on ignoring. ..

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Anyway, Let’s just enjoy life each day and make every moment unforgettable… Live as if you were to die tomorrow and learn as if you were to live forever.

"Tomorrow is a blank page, just waiting to be filled with your dreams... All you have to do is be yourself and live the story of your own unique life. Be proud. Be confident. And most of all, be happy." 

The Passion

The Passion is about the power of love, good and bad forms, betrayal, redemption, and finding what one is truly looking for.

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This is the first werewolf based book that I have read that gives one a complete look into a werewolf pack culture. 

 

The story was told as one restates events that have happened to them in the past. The events and views are told from the main characters of the novel:

Alexander Antonov Devoncroix - The charismatic werewolf who adores humans too well, but whose ultimate loyalty is to the pack (He has all the "facts" of what occurred at the time).

Tessa LeGuerre, Human, who has become part of the werewolf world who is struggling to find her place within it and to understand the werewolf culture (who falls under the spell of a very powerful, very sensual werewolf).

Elisa Devoncroix - The imperial pack leader who lays claim to Alexander. Beloved "pet" of select members of the pack werewolf.

This book was very enthralling and you really feel like you are living in the world of the werewolf. There are times when the book is slow, more so at the third or fourth chapter towards the middle of the book, but that is because the book is unfolding history and to understand the story all the facts are needed.

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The world that Donna Boyd has created is amazing, her great writing skills and use of description make the story that much better.

Yesterday, I fell asleep like dead

I woke up feeling restless. I tried to get-up but my body doesn’t want to move. My conscious effort seems useless.  I stayed in my bed for a couple of minutes more until I fall asleep again. It’s already past seven when I finally get up and fixed myself.

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(at the office)

I had my usual breakfast at the office: a cup of cereal drink and a peanut butter sandwich which is just enough to boast my system and to keep me going all through the first half of the day.

After an hour or two, I felt a slight dizziness and my stomach is implying hunger. I went to the canteen to have my early lunch and to, at least ease my hunger.  How ironic because my stomach is starving while my body is refusing the food, I can’t swallow.

At this moment, I can feel my head is spinning and I have this strange feeling of giving in. I went back to the office to get my things and leave home.

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(at home)

I went straight to my room and lie helplessly in my bed. I can feel the entire room hastily turning round and round and round and round until I lost consciousness.

After almost two hours, I gained my consciousness back. Although I can still feel an on and off dizziness, I went down the kitchen to get something to eat. Yet again, I can’t swallow the food.  I suddenly nauseous and started to puke and I felt so drained after. I pitied myself because I have no one to ask for aid.  

I managed to get back to my room and lounged in my bed until I fell asleep like dead. 

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Mixed Emotions

I feel...

Frustrated... because I can't tell if it's real. 

Mad... because I don't know how you feel. 

Upset... because we can't make it right. 

Sad... because I need you day and night. 

Angry... because you won't take my hand. 

Aggravated... because you don't understand. 

Disappointed... because we can't be together.

but still...